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R. has an appartment that she shares with J. They both pay like 200 dollars plus water and tv and all that stuff. Since summer started she didn't stay there for a single night. She kinda has a job but she got in a fight with one of the girls there so now she just works there like once a week. She pays the rent out of her college money. B. still pays for her cellphone, car,... . Isn't that ridicilous? Why can't she not get a real job. That really pays instead of fucking around like this? I'd get so mad if she'd be my daugther. And since she doesn't "really" live her she thinks that she doesn't have to help with chores. Result: She sleeps in and I am doing the chores while she is buying clothes and shit that she doesn't have the money for. WOW! I'd be embaressed to use my parenst like this.

Another thing that pisses me off big time is people who are not on time. If it ever occurs that I am not on time that's gonna be the fault of somebody else. I am not even kidding. As soon as I notice that I am late for an appointment/meeting/lunch or whatever I got this very weird feeling in my stomach. It is ridicilous but I really hate people that are late. I hate waiting for people. Why can't everybody just be on time and be there when they said there are gonna be there? People, it is seriously not that hard!

Wah, okay. Now that i've let out all my anger her the good news: I went to M. today to buy a shitload of stuff for my scrapbook. I found so much sweet stuff. I had to pay a shitload of money for it though. Haha. Sometimes I wish I had like a million or so that I could just spend without worrying. I mean, I am not poor or anything like that but I really hate spending money. Haha

Lunch with Mrs F was amazing. It was so much fun! It was sooo good seing her after so long even though I wasn't in the best mood today. It kinda sucked actually cause I was so excited to see her again but then I wake up and I am in such a bad mood. Ugh. I hate that.

Another thing that pisses me off: Curfew. Why does there have to be a Curfew for everything ? I mean, isn't it actually safer during the night ? Not so many cars equla less potantial for accidents. Haha. But that's my opinion. Curfew in B. is 10. Isn't that ridicilous ?

Enough complaining, I gotta go. Play some more pokemon. Hach, I am such a loser.

Love, L.

P.S.: I am in looooove

18.6.08 22:25

Hello my friends, how is everybody doing today ? My day was alright. I chilled a lot. Watched tv, smoked and ate. That's pretty much about it.

I am watching Tila Tequila - a shot at love. Very amusing. Really (: haha. I wonder who she's gonna chose. Well, in the internet they say that it is gonna be Kristy but we'll see. I really have to find out when the last episode is so I can watch it. I know, reality series are so dumb but I could watch them forever. I watched Flipping Out today. haha. The guy on that show, his name is Jeff looks like he got lip surgery on his upper lip. But not the whole lip only the right and left part. It looks like they didn't do the middle part of his upper lip. Kinda funny.

Isn't it sad though how many reality series there are nowadays? The Real World, Tila Tequila, I love New York, Flavor of Love, Flipping Out, The Real Housewives,... . I miss the good, old shows like Desperate Housewives (I know that they are still playing some of the episodes but it isn't even near as much as the play reality shows.)

Whenever I turn the tv on I see the same people, same showconcept only with different people. It is ridicilous. But obviously it works. haha (:

I so got used to watching tv. It is ridicilous. In G. I didn't watch that much tv. Only a few of the shows. Some gossip magazins and charmed. That was about it. But here, turning the tv on is the first thing that gets done in the morning and it is pretty much on for the whole day. I am really wondering how and if I am gonna survive without having the tv and internet on 24/7. That's sounds weird. I mean I know that I can survive without it. It is just one of my new habits now and it is not a good one. So I am gonna chance that.

Love, L

18.6.08 04:58

Some of you might think that the video is not very funny. I agree - it's hilarious (:

17.6.08 20:13

Goodmorning everybody :D Today I was supposed to go to a baseball game. (Fresno State - North Carolina) But I didn't feel well this morning so I decided not to go. I get sick whenever there is a lot going on so yeah. That's probably why. Plus, B. was cooking Bacon in the kitchen earlier and that disgusting smell makes me sick. Ugh

Well, even though I am not going to the CWS today I still have a shitload to do today. I am gonna pack my suitcases,  burn all my shit on cd s, write an email to my parents, watch tv and play pokemon :D

Omg, I LOVE POKEMON. Pokemon is the BEST BEST BEST game ever invented. I am not even kidding! I have the yellow edition and I am naming all the Pokemons after friends. (: hihi It is so much fun. Really!

Good news: The money is finally here. E. wrote me an email this morning saying that it didn't work and W.U. had some problems with transfering the money. But it worked :D I am so excited. The money is gonna be gone faster than anybody can imagine. I have to put at least 200 Dollars aside for extra bag fees and all that shit for the flight. Then I am gonna buy flowers for E., S. and B.. Idk how much many I should spent on that though. I think I am gonna go with like 20 ?! But that'd be already 80 dollars. Haha, I'll figure it out. And I have to buy a lot of stuff for my soon-to be scrapbook. I am not gonna start it until I am back in G. so I need to buy the stuff know since I don't think they have a lot of that stuff in G.

People, I have only 10 days left before I am leaving. Scary thought. Really !

Omg, most of you probably haven't heard about the tornados in Nebraska/Iowa. So I am gonna tell you about them. In a boy scout camp in little sioux, iowa four boy scouts got killed during the tornado =[

There were about 96 boy scouts and some adults and workers at the camp when the tornado hit.

terrible =[

Love, L.



17.6.08 20:00

Today I woke up a little bit before 11 am. I was gonna go to get a coffe with E. and she was gonna pick me up around noon. After checking my email, watching a little bit of tv and getting ready - she picked me up and we went to Lansky's to get some Pizza instead of Coffee.

The weather today was pretty nice. I think it was in the 80 or something. The only moments I was freezing today was in Lansky's and on the way back from dinner in B.'s convertible. haha (:

Back to lunch w/ E. We got a delicious Garden Pizza w/ some good stuff on it, that is waiting to get eaten by me in the fridge. haha (: We talked a little bit ; about going back and how Imma gonna handle the airport situation and everything. 

After lunch we headed to her house to see if C. was there. E. also showed me my profile from when I came here. Wow, I was skinny as hell. Back then I didn't think that of course but no I think that I was very skinny. 126 pounds. I don't know and I don't wanna know how much I weight now. haha (: Then we went to Michaels and I bought a Scrapbook and some sweet stuff for it. I've never tried making one but after seeing C.'s I thought it might be a good idea to keep all the memories of this amazing year in a book. I also wanna buy a map of B. and put little dots all over the map and little descriptions. Like: that's where I lived, that's where we went to watch movies etc. All that nice stuff (: I mean, I am not a very creative person but I wanna at least try to make a Scarpbook.

After showing E. how to do some stuff on myspace she brought me back to the house and I smoked a cigarette and got ready for K.'s dinner party at the upstream in O. B. was suppossed to pick up money from her account that E. put on there for me but it didn't work out so we went back to the bank after I gave her the transfernumber E. gave me. It still didn't work so now I am kinda worried because I have -16 Dollars left and I still need to pay over a 100 $ for my extra bag. I really hope the money is gonna be there tomorrow!!

Of course I was late for K.'s dinner but not a lot of people were there yet so it didn't really matter. After taking with her a little bit about her C. trip we order. I order Seasoned vegetables with Gnocchi. The same thing I ordered at the day of homecoming, when we went to the Upstream. It was okay. What kinda pissed me off though was, that they included the tax. I would never have given the waiter 3 $ tax. But I guess that's a G. thing haha (:

K. and I also got some awsome balloon helmets cause the people we were with told the ballon guy that we are leaving soon.

So, about the leaving stuff. I am excited to leave kinda. It is like a rollercoaster - I am not even kidden. One day I really really really wanna go home but then the next day I just really really really wanna stay here. It is so weird but according to E. normal.

I gotta go (:

Love, L.

17.6.08 05:52


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